Why Being Sexy F***ing Sucks

I spent my teenage years thinking that being sexy is what guys wanted. Good girls are too safe- edgy is the way to go, to stand out of the crowd.

Well I was wrong.

I can’t remember the last time a guy called me beautiful. I remember the last time a guy called me sexy, because it was last night when he was trying to fuck me.

I always thought pleasing the man was the right thing to do, that they’ll respect you for making them happy.

Well obviously I was very wrong about that lol.

I’m the girl you take the Sur, not to Pump. Why? Because I come off, “too sexy.” No guy wants to date me, they just want to hook up and toss me to the side. This has been this way for me since I was 15 years old. All the popular guys would talk to me- in private that is- so that they could grope me without anyone else knowing. While they were dating someone else they’d still text me saying they wanted me. I’m the girl your husband cheats on with.

I realized this the past few months of being single. None of the guys I ever talked to actually wanted to date. They’d take me out with intentions of bringing me back home.

I realized recently that I don’t want to be that girl anymore. I want to be called beautiful. Because sometimes, when I’m being called sexy it’s almost as if the guys is really telling me that I’m not good enough to be his girlfriend.

I’m done being labeled sexy.