Is it bad not to have a sex drive? I feel like sometimes I 'm just not feelin it ...mind you I'm an active 22 year old girl so there's really no reason why I should feel this way. But I don't know, I have THE hottest guys practically begging for my attention (exaggeration at its finest FYI) wanting to hook up, but it doesn't really appeal to me. Do I say YOLO and still go for it even though I'm not really into it? Or do I turn down and wait for a special someone to come along or tell just them how I really feel and hope for the best?
I can't really tell if this is about my morals actually being up to standards or I'm just THAT lazy. Then again, the process of being with someone new is stressful. You have to quickly learn what they're like, what they like and what you're comfortable with doing.
...I've officially gotten to the stage where I want a relationship and if you can't give me that then I wont give you a one night stand. Am I hitting my peak too soon?!?! DATING IS STRESSFUL
#blackholeguys reference: Also another thing I realized is that it's such a turn off when a guy who I've known since like middle school all of a sudden is hitting me up looking to hang out (AKA hook up) likeee you didn't see me in high school, what makes you think I'm going to believe you're ACTUALLY interested in me now?! Turn off. Completely. Mind you, in high school if a good looking guy was interested in me and wanted to keep things lowkey (AKA hook up) I was 100% down ...okay so now I sound like a whore but I promise that's not how it was lol hook up can be defined in many ways lol and I wasn't just going around seeing anymore ...despite what SOME may think. Seeing this guy could ruin how I've felt about him for many years, which is also holding me back...it's fun being a bit of a tease once in awhile, so by giving him a little more could ruin the suspense of it all, plus make me look at him differently if things go south... literally.
Anyway, I think it just bothers me that I don't have this YOLO type of mentality anymore.
My mind is like all about going over to this guys house who I've had a crush on for like a million years and "hang out" but like my lady parts are just like, nah.
Well ladies and gentleman I think I've officially turned into an old lady- the kind who goes to bed at 9pm everynight and sits infront of the tv most weekends SOS